lost in the thought of how many different ways my life might have turned out
how the decisions I have made, people I have met, and experiences I have had have all contributed to who and where I am today, no matter how minuscule any of it may have seemed at the time
and then I start worrying that I’ve got it all wrong, that maybe I should have never done this or that, that maybe I should have never let certain people in or out of my life, that maybe I should have handled everything so very differently
sometimes I wish I could change the past, but I never dwell on the thought for too long. I need to keep looking forward and just let all of these worried thoughts be a constant reminder to myself to realize how important even the smallest of my actions can be

lost in the thought of how many different ways my life might have turned out

how the decisions I have made, people I have met, and experiences I have had have all contributed to who and where I am today, no matter how minuscule any of it may have seemed at the time

and then I start worrying that I’ve got it all wrong, that maybe I should have never done this or that, that maybe I should have never let certain people in or out of my life, that maybe I should have handled everything so very differently

sometimes I wish I could change the past, but I never dwell on the thought for too long. I need to keep looking forward and just let all of these worried thoughts be a constant reminder to myself to realize how important even the smallest of my actions can be

(Source: laruina, via imperfect-bone)

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