March 2012
63 posts
MY HEDGEHOG HAD BABIES HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA WTF
just chugged nyquil then accidentally puked it up then chugged more and now I am lying comatose in my bed ugh
you are honestly so ignorant that it’s pathetic. I’m really disgusted.
February 2012
88 posts
as if having strep and a fever and ear infections and puking every five minutes wasn’t bad enough :’)
CHEMICALS DON’T FLATTEN MY MIND
CHEMICALS DONT MESS ME UP THIS TIME
KNOW YOU BAIT ME WAY MORE THAN YOU SHOULD
AND IT’S JUST LIKE YOU TO HURT ME WHEN I’M FEEEELIN GOOD
the red washing
down the bathtub
can’t change the color of the sea
at all
Anonymous asked: Do either of your parents really mind you doing drugs?
my response anytime anyone says/asks anything
“you wanna know why? cause science.”
people really like it people really wanna talk to me
got my bonnapoo tickets all is right in the world I got so anxious I puked what is wrong with me
it would be more preferable to drip acid into my ears or poke my eyeballs out or shoot myself in the face than to listen to you or see you or put up with you oh my god you are literally the worst person in the world shut up shut up shut up I don’t care about anything you have to say ever go away
just make it look like it was an accident
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore
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Anonymous asked: when the dog bites, when the bee stings, when im feeling sad, i simply remember my favorite things and then i dont feel so bad
Anonymous asked: you lost 10 lbs in a week how...?
10 lbs in a week mofuckas. holllllllllla
Anonymous asked: One time you told me about some of the psychological challenges you faced, but I'm really interested to know more about them, and how they fit in with your personality as a whole (because you can't make definitive judgments of a person based simply on their diagnoses)
Anonymous asked: Don't take those past relationships you let go for granted. You never know what you might have given up.
Anonymous asked: are you happy?
I spend every single day so frustrated with everything until I am pushed over the edge and I cry and I cry and I cry and I take fistfuls of my hair and I pull and I bite my knuckles until they are raw and bleeding and I scratch and I scratch and I scratch and I throw up and I still feel so angry and I go outside and sit in the silence and I chain smoke by the fire and I hate the sound of laughter...
“I’ve lost my taste for modern things, they’re not for me
I want...”
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no more wallowing in self pity. what a silly thing to do when you have the ability to control your life! I have been taking good care of myself, and it feels so nice. I mean besides puking every ten minutes because I am weaning off of a medication. but all that really means is I have one less pill to take and that is such a good thing. positive energy, promoting that which I wish to receive
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful. i can stare at you all day and not get tired, this kinda sound creepy but i mean it in a good way. you are worth it, you matter. whatever you're dealing right now, i hope you can get through it. be strong, beautiful.
Anonymous asked: I don't know you I only know of you but stop please I care it's ok it'll be ok I promise. I don't know how but it will be. Please. It's ok.
I could really go for dying right about now that would be pleasant oh my fucking god I need to get drunk but getting drunk would imply going out but fuck that I can’t handle being around people and I know if I get drunk I am going to relapse again but god who gives a shit anymore my life is literally fucking pointless whatever I am just going to go hit my head against the wall and cry!
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