February 2012
79 posts
Anonymous asked: Do either of your parents really mind you doing drugs?
my response anytime anyone says/asks anything
“you wanna know why? cause science.”
people really like it people really wanna talk to me
except it’s weird because I am kind of sad my parents wont be there this year cause all they ever did was buy me pizza when I was tripping and a lot of beer when I was thirsty and left me alone the rest of the time. does that make me a big baby. oh well it was free food and beer who’s complaining. at least lil brobro is going d’awwww
got my bonnapoo tickets all is right in the world I got so anxious I puked what is wrong with me
it would be more preferable to drip acid into my ears or poke my eyeballs out or shoot myself in the face than to listen to you or see you or put up with you oh my god you are literally the worst person in the world shut up shut up shut up I don’t care about anything you have to say ever go away
why yes tumblr I would love to make a secondary blog where I can say whatever the fuck I want and not have to worry about who reads it
what a splendid idea that is
don’t worry I will use this one for mostly everything but I need to have a place to write down and remember certain feelings and situations that some people shouldn’t be aware of or have access to I guess
(..I’m...
just make it look like it was an accident
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore
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Anonymous asked: when the dog bites, when the bee stings, when im feeling sad, i simply remember my favorite things and then i dont feel so bad
Anonymous asked: you lost 10 lbs in a week how...?
10 lbs in a week mofuckas. holllllllllla
Anonymous asked: One time you told me about some of the psychological challenges you faced, but I'm really interested to know more about them, and how they fit in with your personality as a whole (because you can't make definitive judgments of a person based simply on their diagnoses)
Anonymous asked: Don't take those past relationships you let go for granted. You never know what you might have given up.
Anonymous asked: are you happy?
I spend every single day so frustrated with everything until I am pushed over the edge and I cry and I cry and I cry and I take fistfuls of my hair and I pull and I bite my knuckles until they are raw and bleeding and I scratch and I scratch and I scratch and I throw up and I still feel so angry and I go outside and sit in the silence and I chain smoke by the fire and I hate the sound of laughter...
“I’ve lost my taste for modern things, they’re not for me
I want...”
no more wallowing in self pity. what a silly thing to do when you have the ability to control your life! I have been taking good care of myself, and it feels so nice. I mean besides puking every ten minutes because I am weaning off of a medication. but all that really means is I have one less pill to take and that is such a good thing. positive energy, promoting that which I wish to receive
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful. i can stare at you all day and not get tired, this kinda sound creepy but i mean it in a good way. you are worth it, you matter. whatever you're dealing right now, i hope you can get through it. be strong, beautiful.
Anonymous asked: I don't know you I only know of you but stop please I care it's ok it'll be ok I promise. I don't know how but it will be. Please. It's ok.
I could really go for dying right about now that would be pleasant oh my fucking god I need to get drunk but getting drunk would imply going out but fuck that I am too ashamed to even go out in public because I am fucking disgusting and I know if I get drunk I am going to relapse again but god who gives a shit anymore my life is literally fucking pointless whatever I am just going to go hit my...
so today I was gonna go out somewhere for the first time in months yep so I got all clean and pretty and put on make up and nice clothes and shit (which, if you know me, is a really big deal) but oops then I looked in the mirror and well I changed my mind about going out into public like this so pretty much I stayed home and cried and slept all day
thumbs up
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Anonymous asked: that's alright because i lurked your blog for a long time and your fragility is so beautiful. i mean that in the best way possible
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Anonymous asked: Place in order of most meaningful: friends, family, significant others.
if you like pretty things and you have good taste and you are awesome, follow http://lumierelunaire.tumblr.com/
I’ll follow you back and it is a nice blog with nice pictures and nice words and maybe it will make you feel nice I promise you will like it and if you don’t that is okay too
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I made a new blog to be comprised of photos I have taken and words I have written, as well as photos and words that inspire me. if you would like to follow, click the url: www.lumierelunaire.tumblr.com. I will follow you back! Thank youuuuu I hope you enjoy it. I just kind of wanted a blog that isn’t so personal and is much more aesthetically pleasing. Not to say I won’t keep this one...
Anonymous asked: I misworded what I meant to say so disregard the first sentence. I had meant to say "I'd just like to say I know how it feels". But maybe one day we'll cross paths. I'd very much enjoy so myself. Until then, I am just another follower who admires your blog and thoughts.
Anonymous asked: 100 pounds at your height definitely isn't normal. It puts you way under the healthy weight zone. I'm not trying to be mean, or condescending, or anything like that. Just before you looked so so skinny to the point where it seemed like something might be really wrong and I was worried about you. I'm worried now, but in a different way. You know what's best for you and your body...